Do babies really have it made?

Sleep has been hard to come by lately. I have no problems sleeping when allowed to, but my two littlest ones have been having a hard time sleeping themselves.

Our youngest baby girl, who is now recovering from a cold has also been battling very large pulsating gums due to the very large molars trying to come out. Poor thing, she is only 15 months old, give a girl a break.

Babies sure go through a lot, don’t they?  I mean right off the bat they are getting squished, squeezed and pulled on just to get born. Than the nurses wake them up every hour for temperature readings (I know it is necessary). Than they have to get shots, hearing tests, washed, etc…

Than they go home and all our babies want to do is sleep, but we can’t stop holding them, touching them and talking to them.  Only for us to shortly begin begging our babies to go back to sleep.

Than there is the whole gas thing…  I tried my hardest to feed our little ones properly, tried to help them latch on perfectly, but it didn’t matter.  Our little ones still looked up at us desperately, “pat me, burp me, help me toot, I don’t care, just get it OUT!”

Our youngest when she was new...

Our youngest when she was new...

Ignore the time stamp, it kept resetting.  She was born in 2008.

Sweet Sweet Slumber?


My littlest one turned 4 months old last week. For the past two months, we have been sleeping pretty good. If she wakes up in the night, I just lay her beside me and nurse. Sometimes she gets her two regular naps in the day, but not consistently and not for very long.

Every once in a while, there is that extremely long nap she takes that makes me concerned. If she sleeps past two hours, I start several stages of worry.

The first stage of worry is I start telling myself “she is fine, quit being such a worry wort.”

The second stage of worry, I can’t take it anymore and quietly sneak in the room (risk breaking the silence in the air & waking her up) just to see her chest move, hear her breath or see if she moves.

Lastly, I go completely coo coo and consider waking her up. What am I nuts…. #1 she needs her sleep and is making up for the times she hasn’t napped properly. #2 I have been more than ready to take a nap myself or get caught up on chores. Heck, taking a nice long shower would be great. But NO, I have spent this entire time worrying if she is sleeping too long.

You’d think after 4 kids I would be use to this, but it’s the same each time.