Random Tuesday Thoughts – Is this what its all about?

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Growing up the word “college” was never a discussion in my home.  I remember once telling my Mom I wanted to fly jets and be a photographer when I grew up.  My Mom’s reply was “girls don’t fly jets” boy was I silly to listen to her!

But of all the things I wanted to be, the one thing that I KNEW I wanted to be the most was a Mommy.  A mommy with lots of kids and a loving husband.  I am SO grateful, because I do have those things.

Although lately I feel my life is at odds with itself.  Seems like all I do is discipline the kids, mounds and mounds of laundry, clean house and pay bills!

In my minds eye, I didn’t see myself cleaning constantly or grouching around all the time.  I feel worse than Oscar the Grouch, I make him look like a cute fuzzy kitten.  In my minds eye I saw myself being with my kids doing fun things, cooking and cuddling.

This can’t be all there is to life.  I need to find myself, I need to quit flying by the seat of my pants.  I need to manage my time maybe than I won’t be so coo coo!

Pretty soon I will be starting school full time, my husband will be taking a couple of classes as well.  Add that to my home/family duties and weight loss goals…

The doo doo will hit the fan…

Time Management Skills Momma, Time Management Skills!!!

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